I Am

I am that I am
definition would be an untruth
I must compose this ryhme and prose
for in its creation 
I am but creating myself

If definition be wanted I give but for the giving
not the taking
I do goodness, not for goodness sake, because I am me
I am fatebender of humankind
that which stumbles but never falls
madman,rogue,knave,scoundrel
in this I see through your walls

every day molds me the clay
each blow but newfallen snow
I choose my path, be it heaven or hell
I sleep knowing God knows me well

I am, I am
not as I seem
anothers dream
a vision of clouded eyes
no who,where,how, or why's; just a lie
not me, not I

I am chaos pure
fate's grip cannot be sure
it can hold me, as I am reality
I think not another's thoughts
I wear not another's shoe
here I am wrought
for I does not = you
people judge what they see
not I, not me

I am the darkness in the dying light
I am the sword when none will fight
people use and abuse; but never choose
to truly see
I,me